Stop its....

I am not really happy when you saw my smile, that is fake one, no true...

Hate Strees so much,

but i can't stop it and remove it from my mind,

its always running in my brain.

How should i do???

What i want???

That is all many "?" symbol inside my brain arr~~

I LOST my way,

i not sure which thing is most important, most wanted for me.

Difficult to make any decision.

I've try to asking & hearing some advise, but that is useless.

This method just make me very confuse only.

Carefully to hearing my heart, try to do following my mind. I think will find out right method, right choice.

Life is made up with happiness, Work is build up by hardworking.

For me, i lose anymore now.

I want found back its before i have, so i must effort and strongly to changing myself fron now.

No matter how i'll face to hardy, No matter how many stumbling block infront from me.

I believe i'll successful.

Gambateh!!! Keep moving forward!!!

Is Right Choice?...I'am Lost...

最近感触很多；想飙泪就飙泪，想大笑却笑不出来。

我真的很讨厌现在的自己...

做什么事都不是我喜欢的，想要的。

我对自己做的事一点信心都没有！

所以才会想“这决定是不是对的”

这样的问题一直在脑海和心里重复着...

我没有人可以倾诉，更不知道要怎样说出口。

我对我亲人都有所隐瞒了，更可况是朋友！

说出来，只会让人更担心我而已！

我想，不说，大家至少还可以在我面前笑着，就是给我最大的安慰了。

每次压力大，心情不好我就超想家的！

一到拜六，只有回到家，我才感觉得到开心，快乐！

但是这样的时光也不长...

一天半后我又得回到残酷的现实世界；又要再一次面对残酷的问题！

如果所有的问题只要说“解决”两个字就能解决的一干二净就好。

我就没有烦恼和压力了！

我现在才了解自己是一个很冲动，很不实际，说到做不到的人。

以前常告诉自己：不要做会让自己后悔的事！

也常说：在我的字典里没有“早知道”和“如果”的事！

而现在呢？我非常懊恼自己做了很冲动和很后悔的事。

最常说的就是“早知道”和“如果”。

但是，事情不想发生的都发生了。

一直埋怨也没用，我要更努力地想解决办法才行！

还以为自己有多坚强...

结果还不是一个遇到困难就只会选择退缩的胆小鬼而已！

Recently.....

Weather of recently is very unstable.

Sometime HOT; Sometime COLD.

Every night or midnight must will rain at S'pore.

But, Morning and Afternoon is SUPER HOT!!!

I don't like this kind weather,

because it might made me sick.

Last month i just recover back from seriously sick.

I don't hope the bad luck come back to my side soon.

I'am so tired.

Now, here am i is rainy, i think the jb is same weather?

I BELIEVE...

I believe i can,

i can give more filial to my beloved mummy and daddy,

i know i less at home, but i will improved myself, don't worry me future!

I believe i can,

i can dream come true after my hardworking,

i believe my pretty skin will be recover back to my side!

I believe i can,

i can succeed in my career,

i won't never easy give up!

I believe i can,

i can found back my confidence as before i have,

i can get a confident smile in front everyone i know!

Vesak day = Sleepy day

Ya~~今天是很让人期待的假日~~
我也不懂为什么~星期一做工的时候就很期待一天的假期！

和大姐，睡了一整个早上~起床的时候感觉真美好呢~~
下午就是我们的movie time~~
在家一边看电影一边吃零食~~现在我喜欢这样的生活！

皮肤，真的一天比一天差了~
我很努力，很认真，很渴望再次拥有曾经那美美，没有痘痘的肌肤喔~~
但是，我越想，我就觉得越来越辛苦。
最近晚上都会发恶梦~压力真的变大了~~

Little Angel's Smile

She is my Family's Happy Baby

Once i back home

see her smile

Will make me very happy

And i miss you so much!!

I like her smile

As a little angle~~

I also want laugh look like her ^^

"Smile to Happy Life"

*Simple*

我回來寫我久違的部落格了！

真的很對不起，

今年年頭到現在一直都很忙~

是最近，有一股衝動想回來這裡寫下我的心情！

一回來，我整理了一下我的部落格！

把以前的照片收了起來，把它弄得簡簡單單就好。

就像我現在的心情~

今年，我實現了我一直以來想要的目標！

但後來才發現，我以前都把這個目標想得太簡單了。

實現后，很多很多的難關和問題我都要勇敢，堅強的獨自去面對。

想變得更獨立，更堅強這也是唯一的方法！

現在的我，更珍惜自己的每一分每一秒很家人在一起的時間！

因為“家人”永遠在你最需要安慰和關懷的時候，他們總是在身旁。

“家”永遠都是最好的避風港！