Happy Lunar New Year

I'm really not enough time to shopping more for my new cloths.

I felt like bought high heels more than cloths same as last "N" years. Still not changing my moody for shopping on during Chinese New Year.

When i ready start to bought new thing for this coming New Year, everywhere of shopping center was like "people mountain people sea". A lot of shopper also last minute rush to buy new shoes, cloths, and "FOOD".

This year i'm very excited for my KL & Ipoh trip with my family. Sure aim was be take "angbao" & "bai nian" Long time as like 2 years or 3 years ago didn't going back Ipoh for visiting relative.

In office, i got shock thing sure was Ah Kiat gave me a "big angbao". He haven't married plus we are not relative. We just a colleague with less talking one. I did not expecting him will gave me a "angbao" even that was be a first "angbao" i received early than Mdm Tan.

Mentioned Mdm Tan, i really unhappy and not willing to remember the time received my bonus from her. I still want remind her about my bonus. "WHERE'S MY BONUS!!!!" said loudly

Totally "BONUS" is meaningless already this year.

Never mind, Luckily i found a song of CNY sang by Astro & MY FM artist. I damn like a lyric.

“舉起手 唱啦啦啦 沒煩憂 來開心過年”

I've repeat again & again.......

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR 2012 (Dragon Years)

Time like a Rocket !!!!

I very agreed time is like a Rocket.
It's always run off with "high-speed"

As i & my sis stay at s'pore was 1 year ago~~ nowaday we decided move back to home for saving more money~~

09th January 2011 to 08th January 2012
1 year can being long or a short time, i learned independent without my mummy, learned clean-up my thing, also learned how to using my saving of useful.
But i found out when i feeling suffer & sick without my family, i still will be crying on midnight. The memories i can't forget due to it's too distinctly in my mind.

All experiences & memories i received or learned when i stay at S'pore will be pack-up and keep well to take back my home.
Refresh my timing again as before.
Goodbye Singapore Life......

World Peace 2012

2012 is coming. Our prediction this year was be the year end.

Nobody knows this prophecy is true or not.

But i believe everyone will be live in the wonderful of the life.

I listed wishing at here and hope to achieving that.

1) Earn more than more money to purchase a house for whole family live together with comfortable - (first priority for few year to achieve it).

2) Get career to satisfaction and achievement.

3) Grow up with healthy, pretty, happy & happiness.

I am must can realization all target with hardworking + firmness.....

Fighting!!!!

Stop its....

I am not really happy when you saw my smile, that is fake one, no true...

Hate Strees so much,

but i can't stop it and remove it from my mind,

its always running in my brain.

How should i do???

What i want???

That is all many "?" symbol inside my brain arr~~

I LOST my way,

i not sure which thing is most important, most wanted for me.

Difficult to make any decision.

I've try to asking & hearing some advise, but that is useless.

This method just make me very confuse only.

Carefully to hearing my heart, try to do following my mind. I think will find out right method, right choice.

Life is made up with happiness, Work is build up by hardworking.

For me, i lose anymore now.

I want found back its before i have, so i must effort and strongly to changing myself fron now.

No matter how i'll face to hardy, No matter how many stumbling block infront from me.

I believe i'll successful.

Gambateh!!! Keep moving forward!!!

Is Right Choice?...I'am Lost...

最近感触很多；想飙泪就飙泪，想大笑却笑不出来。

我真的很讨厌现在的自己...

做什么事都不是我喜欢的，想要的。

我对自己做的事一点信心都没有！

所以才会想“这决定是不是对的”

这样的问题一直在脑海和心里重复着...

我没有人可以倾诉，更不知道要怎样说出口。

我对我亲人都有所隐瞒了，更可况是朋友！

说出来，只会让人更担心我而已！

我想，不说，大家至少还可以在我面前笑着，就是给我最大的安慰了。

每次压力大，心情不好我就超想家的！

一到拜六，只有回到家，我才感觉得到开心，快乐！

但是这样的时光也不长...

一天半后我又得回到残酷的现实世界；又要再一次面对残酷的问题！

如果所有的问题只要说“解决”两个字就能解决的一干二净就好。

我就没有烦恼和压力了！

我现在才了解自己是一个很冲动，很不实际，说到做不到的人。

以前常告诉自己：不要做会让自己后悔的事！

也常说：在我的字典里没有“早知道”和“如果”的事！

而现在呢？我非常懊恼自己做了很冲动和很后悔的事。

最常说的就是“早知道”和“如果”。

但是，事情不想发生的都发生了。

一直埋怨也没用，我要更努力地想解决办法才行！

还以为自己有多坚强...

结果还不是一个遇到困难就只会选择退缩的胆小鬼而已！